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The Unnoticeably Strange Present

We continue to dig for information and knowledge and answers and other bullshit like that.

We continue to read line by line as if we missed some great message that should be there.

All this effort and the result is a numbing of sensitivity to direct perception.

At any point in life we may lose grip of all the bullshit and realize how strange the present moment is.

It can sneak up and leave reality exposed naked with all of the parts we try not to see.

There is a big process going on and our little stupid words like; morality, love, evil, God, free will, etc. cannot begin to touch it.  It does not matter if we like it or think it is right or wrong.  We can decorate the process and see what makes us more comfortable, but the process will continue and the show must go on!  The persistent result is creative expression, which requires destruction, and contains more than a clever message to put into words.  If you can feel life at its greatest magnitude with unwavering fearless strength, then you have conquered all you have to conquer.

-Travis The Traveler


Happy Philosophical Valentine’s Day

In this physical form

forgetting we are eternal

births a gift to forget

and live as a mortal

Nostalgia is the afterlife

of moments past cherished

without forgetting eternity

this experience would perish

Your love is a light to

fill my soul while we exist

nothing so substantial

would spawn from eternal bliss

– Travis The Traveler

My Beautiful Wife

My Beautiful Wife

“羅 嘉 慧 THE TRUE TERRORISTS ARE OURSELVES! Most people commit terrorism on themselves every single day, and they do not even realize it, be it drinking that fluoride beer, eating that GMO big Mac, taking in excessive external energy in order to survive even though it is not needed (I know because I do UT). They will always be in the mode of the survival chakra.

We have been in the age of the merchants forever and ever! What most people do not get is that they think this world is so bad after their awakening, but the truth is that good guys (if one wants to assign this duality, for the divine has no such duality) are actually winning along with everything happening the way it should be, which is to seek balance for all things. For whatever labels one wants to assign to the FTURDS (used by me because it is fun with no ill intended), they ultimately gave us a choice between the submission to our flesh or the connection to the divine, and the light to see this choice.

One cannot discount the potential that if they are not put on fluoride or distracted by television, would a girl like me be able to walk the streets without the fear of getting raped? I see the ugliness and insanity in each one of us including me, even with the so called Truther New Age Movement of One Love with all their broken duality of positive/negative, good/bad, right/wrong, light/dark, God/Satan. Even though some of them understand that the divine is infinite or the void (again, another duality), yet they nonetheless assign these dualities to appease their ego, which is nothing more than a human construct needed for their lack of understanding. If the divine is truly infinite, then the divine includes all these dualities housed in one single place because it is. The divine wants us to free ourselves from all these boxes which keeps us all as prisoners in our consciousness and state of being.

I know the divine loves us all because the divine created us all with free will, a consciousness in which one can choose. And that is the Love from the divine and respected by the divine, not to make your life better here, not to be a servant of the divine, not to be children of the universe or God. Otherwise, the divine could have simply made us all like puppets to be pulled on a string or keep us forever and ever in the state of a child. The divine wants us to free ourselves to be empowered so we can stand with them, not below them, because we are all part of the divine (e.g., the infinite). The choice of how we want to use this gift of the free will is up to us. But most choose either to be a victim or a child because they do not want to take the full responsibility of this gift of free will given by the divine.

I, myself, am still healing from this constant terrorism of my inner self, but I understand, at minimum, that I too include these dualities of the human constructs. We all have both the dark and the light in all of us, but the insanity is our assignment of one being good and the other being bad. They are both beautiful and needed in their own way. For example, why does everyone in the spirituality movement try to control their ego? How about instead we treat our ego as a parent to a child with the ego being a child within us because our ego is ultimately part of us? And why do people think fear is a bad thing when it is needed as well because it helps to generate questions for further understanding?

We then can start healing to achieve balance, and not righteousness. And it does not mean you are a jerk for eating meat once in awhile, rather it is the awareness of your choice that is more important than the actual action of eating meat itself. It is very much like raising your child. Do you want to control her through fear and enforcement? Or do you want instead to empower her to make choices without the guilt, but with understanding? And just like your child, you will be able to balance this relationship within yourself and your ego. The light is balance, and not righteousness!

Life comes not with the righteousness of duality, but with the awareness of balance.”

This was written by my beautiful wife, Grace Kawaii. We have chosen to take an amazing spiritual journey together and witness the magic of tuning in the communication that surrounds us like the air we breathe. I love you Grace!

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Artwork by Travis The Traveler
Model: Grace Kawaii

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Are we rotten to the core?

Most people are good at heart.  There is no question about that.  The question is; to what degree do we hold moral strength in order to live up to what we are at heart?  How much of ourselves do we sacrifice to experience the temptations of a non-empathetic way of life?

When the only thing we truly have to lose is ourselves, then all we can be vulnerable to is our own choices.  Everything else that we fear losing was not, and never will be ours. 

Sweet Lies and Painful Truths

Awareness and clarity may be obtained through meditation.  Many speak only of bliss which makes me wonder what it is they are seeking.  Beware the influence of the blissful in an overly domesticated world, where sweet lies are sold at high prices and the value of painful truths go unrecognized.

State of Being

We find heaven or peace within and it is manifested outward from our internal state of being. Otherwise, we rely on external factors to dictate the quality of our state of being, which, mathematically equates to a perpetuation of the current state.

Choice and Result

Free will is the ability/responsibility to choose.  It is not something that we have or have not, but something that is always there to varying degrees.  Choices are realized through awareness.  These choices are enabled or hindered by situational variables.  These situational variables are very much a product of choices made in the past.  The variable that determines the choices made is self awareness.  This is because most of what we choose is based on who we believe ourselves to be.  Think; “what would I do in any given situation” and you will see that it depends on who you understand yourself to be.  Therefore, it matters less to the well being of the situation, how many choices you have to choose from, than it does the ability to discern between those choices.  Focusing on self awareness seems to be the optimal way to bring about a collective existence which is capable of making better choices than our current model.

This process of awareness – self awareness – choice – result is much the same as a computer application that is designed to process data.  The application will become aware of the data, whatever the data may be, and process that data based on the programming of the application.  After the data has been processed, it will then become aware of the result of the processed data and continue the cycle.  One major difference between us and a computer application is that with ourselves, we can upgrade the application, as the application, with self awareness.  The problem is that our current applications are so busy and overwhelmed with processing corrupt data that it tries to upgrade and change the data to fit the application, which is backwards.  We must put our efforts into upgrading our application rather than blaming the current data which is a result of how the application has processed that data previously.

First there is a degree of awareness to the situation.  This awareness brings potential choices.  No choice is cared to be made until there is a degree of self awareness.  Then the choice is made which generates a result.  We become aware of this result and based on who we are, we make more choices which generate more results to be aware of.  If we are dissatisfied with the results, we must look within ourselves for the solution.

Awareness:  I see

Self Awareness:  I am

Choice:  I choose

Result:  I experience

Shaping Reality

Though my intentions should always be positive, my awareness should never be filtered. Otherwise I am doomed to be irrelevant and misled… with a positive attitude about it.  Do not be afraid to see and experience what we know as bad.  We are conductive and our vessels convert energy at our own will.  It is our fate to take in all, and by releasing what we will, we shape our reality.

Motives Cast Shadows

When we seek to be more self-aware we learn that our motives cast shadows in our understanding.

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